i might have stopped loving her but it doesnt mean i dont still fancy her. a lot.

reading old conversations.

want a car so i can just drive and drive and keep driving and listen to music and meet new people every day and everything will be perfect and i can stop thinking about bullshit and just have a fucking great time.

think i’m back to my usual self now, so happy i understand whats going on.

I’ve been ready to sod off to uni for so long and now that its really close to happening something perfect comes along that makes me want to stay. I know i’ll enjoy uni but at the moment its just this ominous issue hanging over my head.

rejected from my first choice uni, gutted but positive about my other interviews, hopefully i can get in somewhere half decent.